I haven't released a book since February 2019...
I can't believe it. But I'm glad that this one book has come about and manifested. It was difficult to write and actually be consistent with, if I can be honest.
I'd never had a problem writing and it was as if God was peeling the final layers; or at least I hope the final layers, because my goodness - it was tough.
I was reminded of myself in so many filthy ways and it's like...,"Wow... I really was gone? I really was that lost? I really was that manipulative and cold? I really was that perverted?" Oh man.. I'm telling you. I had to just sigh.
I feel like it will be a book of breakthrough. I even questioned God many times in writing it, like, "What does me putting this out have to do with anything? How is this going to help anyone?" So many times I felt as if what I was writing was purposeless; I'm just being honest.
Then, as I continued to write - the revelations came, the rhema word was given. As usual, I had to stop typing and simple write, "WOW." See, many things I came out of - I didn't necessarily have the "sight" to see. Some things seemed to fall off due to "logic" but really I was oblivious to the root of those things anyway. It seems to be the purpose of this title is to allow women to see the root of their behaviors so that they are able to come from among the strongholds and oppressions. I pray that it definitely opens the eyes of many women but above all things - I pray for the same deliverance to occur that I had.
From being the side chick, to the adulterous woman, to the single loose woman, to the bisexual lover...
I really have to admit - that was a little deeper than I really anticipated that book going. Like I knew it would be detailed, but I don't know. It's like, a lot of my past, I feel so detached from. You know? I feel like a lot of the stuff never happened - but it did and I can't run from it. I mean, I'm not trying to run from it but it's truly like I just have no emotional attachment to the memory of that past life. That is why going by "Zoe" is so important - it is literally the new me. That old me is so dead and gone.
However, what I can do is definitely use it to encourage the next young woman. Sadly, I see myself in so many women; or I should say, I see my old self in so many women. I can't imagine going my entire life being that woman. I can't imagine raising children - girls, and influencing them like that. I literally just can't.
What else can I say, except, "Thank you Lord for saving me!" The fact that He thought I was worth saving and delivering is everything! It is everything!
The official release date is Monday, November 23rd - three months after my thirty fifth birthday - but it's available already for you if you're reading this before that date!!!
Aaaaayyyye!!!
Grab your copy here!
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